Why the System Needs You Burned Out

A pastor filled out the form on my site for a free 30-minute call. There’s only one required question:

What’s your number one need right now in life and leadership?

He answered with a single word:

Rest.

That’s it. No context. No sermon. Just raw honesty.

And I haven’t stopped thinking about it—because he’s not the first to write that word. He’s not even the tenth. It might be the most common answer I see from pastors who reach out, and it’s always delivered like a confession. Like asking for rest is dangerous.

That should tell us something.

This isn’t about a guy who needs a nap.
It’s about a guy who’s been wrung out by a system that thrives on his exhaustion.
And I know what that feels like.
I lived it.

Five years ago, I faced my own mortality.
Doctors found a 9mm aneurysm and diagnosed me with a neurological disorder that brought pain so unbearable, I didn’t want to live anymore.
We removed the guns from the house. My wife had to find people to sit with me while she worked, just to make sure I was safe. I wasn’t preaching. I wasn’t leading. I wasn’t writing.
I was surviving.

That season didn’t just knock the wind out of me.
It exposed how deeply I had tied my worth to my output.
To the machine.

And make no mistake—it is a machine.
We just happen to call it “ministry.”

The system is designed to reward fatigue.
To spiritualize burnout.
To applaud pastors who bleed quietly and still show up on Sunday like nothing’s wrong.

You skip vacation? Faithful.
You preach while grieving? Committed.
You’re at every event, every crisis, every meeting, running on fumes? A real servant.

Until you collapse.
And then they replace you.
Quietly.
Gratefully.
Like changing out a battery.

Here’s the part nobody says out loud:

The system doesn’t just allow burnout. It needs it.

It’s baked in.

If you’re rested, you might start asking questions.
If you’re clear, you might start telling the truth.
If you’re healthy, you might stop feeding it with your silence.

So the system isolates you.
It shames your rest.
It hands you an identity built on being indispensable—until the moment you’re not.

And the tragedy?
We’ve helped build the very thing that’s killing us.

I used to think burnout was a failure of boundaries.
Now I believe it’s a product of misplaced loyalty.
We stay loyal to a system that was never loyal to us.

That’s why 65% of pastors now say they feel isolated.
They don’t mean they don’t have friends.
They mean they don’t feel safe.
They mean they can’t tell the truth without risking their job.
They mean the system expects silence in exchange for security.

So yeah, when that pastor typed Rest, I felt it.
Because I didn’t just need rest after my collapse.
I needed it before.
But I didn’t know how to give it to myself until my body forced it on me.

Stillness isn’t optional for me anymore.
It’s non-negotiable.
It’s the one thing I prescribe to every pastor I coach.

Not to fix their calendar.
To save their soul.

And I’m not talking about a Sabbath suggestion or some polished productivity tip.
I’m talking about sitting your butt in a chair, every day, in silence.
No sermon prep. No Spotify. No email. No answers.

Just 20 minutes of breathing and remembering:

• You’re not the Savior.

• You’re not your sermon.

• You’re not your church’s outcomes.

• You’re not required to bleed to be useful.

• You’re loved because you’re you.

Most pastors don’t know what to do in that space.
They fidget. They feel guilty.
They’re addicted to movement and applause.
So stillness feels like failure.

But it’s not failure.
It’s freedom.

It’s rebellion against the noise.
It’s recovery from performance.
It’s resistance against the system that only values you when you’re producing.

I created a 7-day guide for it. Not because I needed another resource to promote. Because pastors kept asking me, “Where do I even start?”

It’s called 10 Steps to Stillness.
It’s free. There’s no catch.
And I wrote it so guys like the one who emailed me don’t have to collapse before they come up for air.

DOWNLOAD IT HERE

Here’s what I know:

You can’t Sabbath your way out of systemic dysfunction.
But you can start waking up.
And once you wake up, you stop playing along.
And once you stop playing along, everything changes.

If you’re tired of feeling tired…
If you’re wondering how much longer you can fake it…
If you wrote “rest” on a form and hoped someone might care…

I do. Let’s talk. ◼︎

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Tim Eldred has spent over 35 years in pastoral ministry and coaches pastors and churches who are ready to move beyond merely surviving. He founded The Authentic Pastor to help ministry leaders find freedom from the pressures and systems that wear them down.